Dreams

Sleeping with a baby has changed the manner in which i dream. Firstly, he wakes me up right as i begin to dream, pretty regularly. So i remember my first dream. Last night my first glimpse into my dream was my friend Big Johns leg was amputated up to his knee and he had a red cataract in his eye, and he was grumpy as always. But this time i finally felt like he deserved to be grumpy whereas usually i'm trying to encourage him to say "I GET to walk mitzy today" instead of "i have to walk mitzy today."

Anyway, besides that specific dream, i also wake up right before my babys late night feeding. our cycles must be harmonized in some way because after i wake up its usually within a few minutes he wakse up to be fed. So in the middle of the night I recall my dreams. They're... not fragmented... but... they run in chapters. Sequels.

Most dreams are insignificant and recycling material from the days past. And i forget those. But i do remember the places and people that i saw whom i enjoyed seeing in my dreams, and i also remember releveant i nformation.

Dreams are so much fun. Its a shame that so many people ignore them.

I want real psychic abilities

I have had occasional psychic insights, but i'm not psychic all the time. I'm lying here next to my 5 month old and he's asleep, and i see that his consciousness is at work. dreamtime is technically the most accessible psychic realm, in my opinion. So the first thing i have to do is... i have to really believe that its actually possible. Sure, i say that i believe in the psychic realm, but if i really believed in it, wouldn't i be more actively pursuing contact with it!?

What should i do to be more active? Meditate more... But not in the way i meditate now, which is Qi Gong, and moving energy around. Thats one form of meditation which is getting me in touch with my meridian circuits, becoming more able to feel them flowing and clogging and flowing again. A psychic meditation would probably consist of... third eye meditations... getting in touch with the cosmic realm of all that is, and the oneness... The time and place where all is known.

Ok. Done. I'm going to begin activating in that direction now. In this way, i'll begin to really believe that its possible and hopefully start to experience it.