Hi. its been a year since starting this blog. i've learned a lot, it seems, and the posts from last summer seem immature. I hope ti say the same thing about this post next year.
What have i learned?
*sigh*
1. There is undeniably (for myself) more to consciousness than i was aware of. I have yet to (re?)experience the absolute
2. i project my thoughts and feelings onto the world, yet i am not these thoughts or feelings. i am the awareness with which i observe my thoughts and feelings. i have been practicing becoming a master of them for almost one year now, and its a difficult but exciting journey and i can see the progress in my head talk... yet still looking forward to more.
3. magic is real, so don't be afraid to dream the unimagined. Fear of unfulfillment is no reason to not dream big. Dream for the sake of dreaming and work for the sake of working... and not for the fruits thereof.
4. babies are kinda cool!! signs and gestures, psychic empathy, and watching new discoveries being made... holding a tiny hand while breastfeeding, while he makes little tired noises...Love itself and the things i love are two sides of the same coin. impermanence does not hurt.
What is not quite true yet but which i intend to be true soon:
-I am patient for the future and am completely present, savoring each moment and exploring this moments experience.
-i recognize and accept my own humanity and that of others. everything is perfect all of the time.
-i dont ruminate on the past or project undesirables onto the future.
Sunday 24 October 2010
Sunday 10 October 2010
Beyond awakening
The following is written by Terry Patten in her blog and i'm reposting it here for future reference as well as for others:
Ken Wilber suggested that we now may be approaching a “tipping point” that could bring about an unprecedented new Integral Age. Andrew Cohen explained why his own work focuses not on individual but collective enlightenment.
It could be an amazing shift (after all, many of us are sensing that the next Buddha needs to be a Sangha) and we long for spiritually-fulfilling community.
But we don’t want to go back to the collective tyrannies of old, which held back individuals from pioneering at the leading edge.
What we’re wanting is something that is just now beginning to emerge — a dynamic shared field of awakened awareness that connects us to other caring spiritual practitioners. We’re looking for a connectedness that can inspire our best, that can draw us forward, beyond weariness or discouragement or just the difficulties of our lives — a way to live as a stand for one another’s growth and health and even greatness. So that we can really do it — really be the beginning of a healthy adaptive response of human beings to this time of crisis—to actually co-create the transformation of human culture.
So a couple of “Big Questions” obviously emerge: What exactly can we do, directly and purposefully (on our own or with others) to manifest this new awakened culture? How exactly can we begin to be empowered by its benefits in our own lives?
This requires a new relationship to power, as Claire Zammit put it — a “feminine power” (even within men, perhaps!) that comes out of making a choice from a very tender place within us.
And it suggests a co-creative partnership between men and women —a truly new kind of mutual empowerment that many of us need, and long for.
How do we (as men or as women) evolve our ways of relating to men and to women so that we can become powerful co-creative partners, who break through the old patterns to something much more potent, liberating, generative—and fun?
We have some sense about this, and we’re following that inspiration but the truth is we honestly don’t yet know exactly how to do it.
One of the secrets of spiritual life is to live with our big questions fiercely, to keep asking them with the sincere expectation that our ferocity will help cause them to yield, to take to heart that we need better answers, or more details than we have now, and to be a stand for the emergence of those new possibilities.
This requires metaphysical courage. It means never giving up, but instead living in the creative urgency that better answers emerge.
A practice I find myself doing a lot these days, as I hold these big questions even more explicitly, is that I am breathing and feeling into these questions. I’m feeling the “gap” between the state of the answers I currently understand and the much better answers I know we need. And I’m finding myself invigorated by my discomfort. I’m feeling a fire of aliveness within myself as I discover, more and more deeply, that I am becoming, authentically, a real stand for the emergence of better answers to those questions, the emergence of a real awakened culture.
A key to that has been a continuing deepening of my way of relating to the discomfort I feel. These last few weeks have been among the busiest of my life, and at times, I’ve felt like I needed a break that, well, there just wasn’t time for. I’ve had to relax quickly and deeply, but also I’ve had to discover that I can be energized by a different power source altogether. And that power source has been, at least in part, sourced out of my experience of discomfort—the creative burn at my own evolving edge!
And I know I’m not alone. We’re all in this crazy, beautiful, churning world together. And we’re all striving, each our own unique, yet interdependent ways, to light up a brighter future.
So, I want to say “Thank You” for participating in this rich inquiry!
Ken Wilber suggested that we now may be approaching a “tipping point” that could bring about an unprecedented new Integral Age. Andrew Cohen explained why his own work focuses not on individual but collective enlightenment.
It could be an amazing shift (after all, many of us are sensing that the next Buddha needs to be a Sangha) and we long for spiritually-fulfilling community.
But we don’t want to go back to the collective tyrannies of old, which held back individuals from pioneering at the leading edge.
What we’re wanting is something that is just now beginning to emerge — a dynamic shared field of awakened awareness that connects us to other caring spiritual practitioners. We’re looking for a connectedness that can inspire our best, that can draw us forward, beyond weariness or discouragement or just the difficulties of our lives — a way to live as a stand for one another’s growth and health and even greatness. So that we can really do it — really be the beginning of a healthy adaptive response of human beings to this time of crisis—to actually co-create the transformation of human culture.
So a couple of “Big Questions” obviously emerge: What exactly can we do, directly and purposefully (on our own or with others) to manifest this new awakened culture? How exactly can we begin to be empowered by its benefits in our own lives?
This requires a new relationship to power, as Claire Zammit put it — a “feminine power” (even within men, perhaps!) that comes out of making a choice from a very tender place within us.
And it suggests a co-creative partnership between men and women —a truly new kind of mutual empowerment that many of us need, and long for.
How do we (as men or as women) evolve our ways of relating to men and to women so that we can become powerful co-creative partners, who break through the old patterns to something much more potent, liberating, generative—and fun?
We have some sense about this, and we’re following that inspiration but the truth is we honestly don’t yet know exactly how to do it.
One of the secrets of spiritual life is to live with our big questions fiercely, to keep asking them with the sincere expectation that our ferocity will help cause them to yield, to take to heart that we need better answers, or more details than we have now, and to be a stand for the emergence of those new possibilities.
This requires metaphysical courage. It means never giving up, but instead living in the creative urgency that better answers emerge.
A practice I find myself doing a lot these days, as I hold these big questions even more explicitly, is that I am breathing and feeling into these questions. I’m feeling the “gap” between the state of the answers I currently understand and the much better answers I know we need. And I’m finding myself invigorated by my discomfort. I’m feeling a fire of aliveness within myself as I discover, more and more deeply, that I am becoming, authentically, a real stand for the emergence of better answers to those questions, the emergence of a real awakened culture.
A key to that has been a continuing deepening of my way of relating to the discomfort I feel. These last few weeks have been among the busiest of my life, and at times, I’ve felt like I needed a break that, well, there just wasn’t time for. I’ve had to relax quickly and deeply, but also I’ve had to discover that I can be energized by a different power source altogether. And that power source has been, at least in part, sourced out of my experience of discomfort—the creative burn at my own evolving edge!
And I know I’m not alone. We’re all in this crazy, beautiful, churning world together. And we’re all striving, each our own unique, yet interdependent ways, to light up a brighter future.
So, I want to say “Thank You” for participating in this rich inquiry!
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